Every time I celebrate the mass there is one line more
than any other that seems to stay in my mind. It is the last line of
the prayer the priest says over the chalice at the consecration:
‘This is the chalice of my blood. It will be shed for you and for
many so that sins may be forgiven.’ That phrase ‘so that
sins may be forgiven’ is really what the whole mass is about, and
indeed what the whole of Jesus life was about: ‘So that sins may be
forgiven.’
Jesus came among us so that our sins could be taken
away, so that we could be healed. That fact alone should give us
great courage, because it means that God is totally for us, even when
we have fallen into sin. The Lord is not interested in our sin, He is
interested in us. He wants us to be healed, to be at peace, to be
happy and to reach our full potential. ‘I want you to be happy,
always happy in the Lord’ (Phil 4:4). And that is also why He
challenges us to repent and to keep coming back to God, no matter
what happens, because God knows much better than we do that sin is
the one thing that can block us from God and God is ultimately our
happiness. If we lose God we will also lose our happiness, because
nothing else can fulfil us.
There is a powerful story in the Old Testament about
King David. It has all the ingredients of a modern movie.
David—who is now a very powerful king with everything he could ask
for—is walking one day on the roof of his house and he sees a
beautiful woman in a nearby garden taking a bath. He asks who she is
and he is told that she is Bathsheba, the wife of Uriah the
Hittite. Because he is king and used to getting his own way, he has
her brought to him and he sleeps with her. Some time later she sends
a message to him to tell him that she is pregnant. Now he is afraid,
because he knows he is going to be found out. So he sends for her
husband Uriah, who is away in battle, fighting for him. When Uriah
comes David asks him how the war is going, how the morale is among
the men, etc. Later he invites him to dinner with him and then he
sends him away and says, ‘Go home to your wife and tomorrow I’ll
let you return to the battle.’ But Uriah doesn’t go to his house.
Perhaps he is suspicious. Instead he sleeps at the door of the palace
with the servants.

The next day when David finds out that he didn’t go
home to his wife, he invites him again to come and eat with him. This
time he gets Uriah drunk and then tells him to go home to his wife,
but again Uriah sleeps at the gate of the palace. So the following
day, David sends Uriah back to the battle with a letter to his senior
officer telling him to place Uriah in the thick of the battle and
then to pull back so that he is killed. So Uriah goes back to the war
carrying his own death warrant and he is killed.
So we have lust, adultery, lies, betrayal and murder,
all committed by the so-called ‘great’ King David. But because
God loves David He doesn’t let him away with it and so he sends the
prophet Nathan to David, who tells him the following story.
Nathan says to David, ‘There was once a rich man who
lived in a city. He had all he wanted: huge farms, many servants etc.
There was also a poor man in the same city who had just one little
lamb. And he loved the lamb like one of his own children. One day a
stranger came to the rich man, but instead of taking one of his own
flock, the rich man took the poor man’s lamb and had it killed for
the meal.’ When David heard this he jumped up in a rage and
said, ‘As the Lord lives, the man who did this deserves to die.’
And Nathan says to David: ‘You are the man.’
Now David is considered one of the greatest kings of
ancient Israel and the reason is because of what he does next. When
David hears the Prophet Nathan’s accusation he says, ‘I have
sinned against the Lord.’ David was powerful enough to be able to
do anything he wanted, but when God challenges him, he is also big
enough to confess that he has done wrong and he repents of the sin.

It is because God loves us that He challenges us to
acknowledge our wrongdoing and repent of it, so that we can remain
close to him. The Lord doesn’t want our downfall. On the contrary,
the Lord wants us to be able to be at peace, which is why He offers
us the extraordinary gift of his mercy and forgiveness through
confession and we can have this gift as often as we ask for it, but
we must ask for it. Sadly, many have come to see confession as a
burden, or as something inflicted on us, but this is to see it
completely backwards. Confession is an extraordinary gift that God
has given us, so that we can be free and live in peace, because that
is what God wants for us. God challenges us to confess, so that we
can be healed. It is for our benefit.
The greatest healing ministry of the Church is the
forgiveness of sins. Jesus said to Peter, ‘You are Peter and on this rock I will build
my Church... Whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven. Whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven’ (Mat 16:18ff.). And
in St. John’s Gospel after the resurrection Jesus appears to the
Apostles and says, ‘Receive the Holy Spirit. Those whose sins you
forgive are forgiven. Those whose sins you retain are retained.’
(Jn 20:22). And now the Lord continues to offer us that forgiveness
through the priesthood, which is a wonderful thing because it is a
very concrete way of knowing, through another human being, that our
sins are completely forgiven. We need that concreteness and God knows
that.
As we watch the chaos of our own society around us and
the evil that seems to continue to grow, the best way we can begin to
bring about change is by repenting ourselves. We ask God’s
forgiveness for our own sins. That is the way to get ready for the
coming of Jesus. There is no point in pointing out the sins of
others if I am not willing to begin by acknowledging and confessing
my own sins. That is the way to begin to improve life in our
families, our workplaces and our world. We must begin with ourselves.
Why do I have to confess to a priest?
God in his wisdom, knows exactly what helps us most and
He knows that we need to be held accountable. And so He gave us the
priesthood, so that we can make ourselves accountable to one of his
ministers and that also takes humility on our part. Who wants to
acknowledge to another person that they have sinned? No one, because
there is a certain humility needed. But God also knows that that is
the only way we should come before him, in humility, acknowledging
our own sinfulness. There is no other way we should come before God.
And if you find yourself saying, ‘I don’t need to confess to a
priest, I can tell God I am sorry myself,’ then you are telling God
that you don’t need the gift that He gave us through the
priesthood. ‘I don’t need your gift. I can do it my own way.’
In Matthew chapter 9, we have the account of a paralysed
man being brought to Jesus on a stretcher, in the hope that Jesus
would heal him. Jesus begins by saying, ‘My child, your sins are
forgiven.’ And the Pharisees say, ‘Who is this man to say he can
forgive sins?’ And I’m sure the onlookers could care less about
the forgiveness of the man’s sins. They were hoping for his
healing. But then Jesus goes on to say, ‘“But to show you that
the Son of man has the power to forgive sins,” He said to the
paralytic, “Get up. Take up your mat and go home.”’ And the man
was healed.
Why
did Jesus start by saying, “Your sins are forgiven”? because He
is showing us that there is a direct connection between our begin
healed and the forgiveness of our sins. We tend to focus only on the
physical, but we are body and spirit. The two are intimately linked.
What happens to one affects the other.
Receiving God’s grace through confession, heals us.
One of the privileges of being a priest is to hear confession and to
see the change that takes place in people when they confess,
especially when they confess serious sins they have been carrying for
a long time. You can see the change in their face. A burden is lifted
from them. They become more at peace. That doesn’t happen when you
tell God you are sorry by yourself. That happens when you confess to
a priest and I know because I see it constantly and it is a beautiful
thing to see.
You often hear me talk about apparitions, because they
are important and heaven speaks to us through them. One of the things
that is always said by Our Lady, is that we need to confess our sins
to a priest; not by ourselves, but to a priest, because this is what
brings healing and because this is what God asks us to do.
‘This
is the chalice of my blood…It will be poured out for you and for
many, so that sins may be forgiven.’