In
the book of the Apocalypse (also known as Revelations) Saint John at
one stage has a vision of a being that terrifies him. He
describes what he saw like this:
…I
saw one like a Son of man… His head and his hair were white with
the whiteness of wool, like snow, his eyes like a burning flame, his
feet like burnished bronze… out of his mouth came a sharp sword,
double edged, and his face was like the sun shining with all its
force (Rev 1:13-16).
John
writes that he was so afraid when he saw this being that he fell down
as if dead. He passed out. But then the being in the
vision touched him and said: ‘Do not be afraid; it is I, the First
and the Last; I am the Living One, I was dead and look—I am alive
for ever and ever and I hold the keys of death and the underworld’
(Rev 1:17-18).
Who
was this being? It was of course Jesus, the one that John had
lived with for three years. Why would Jesus who was so close to
John, appear to him in this very frightening form? Probably to
remind John and us, who he is; not just the Jesus whose name we
carelessly throw around as a swear word, but Jesus who is Son of God,
who will come to judge the living and the dead. This is the one
we believe in. When we die we will all come before him face to
face and all people of every religion will understand who He is and
what He has done for us.
At
the moment we are seeing huge changes in the world around us.
So much earthly power which seemed to be untouchable has collapsed
over night. Even the great structures of the Church seem to be
crumbling. In many ways it is a very disturbing, even
frightening time, but I think we need to remember who it is we
believe in and who it is we put our trust in. If we put our
trust and hope in earthly power we will be disappointed, as you know
only too well, because people will let us down. If we rely too
much on the human side of our Church we will be disappointed, as we
have been. But the one we trust in and believe in is Jesus
Christ who is God. All things are in his power and all things
are completely subject to him.
Sometimes
you get the impression especially from Hollywood, that the battle
between good and evil, between God and Satan, is an equal one; either
could win. It is not. There is no question of evil being
equal to God. All things are subject to God and I think we need
to be reminded of that.
As
a priest I need to keep reminding myself that Jesus is the one I
worship as God and try to serve. If I stay focused on the world
around me I find myself getting depressed or disillusioned.
Also if I spend too much time worrying about the state of the Church
I also find it hard to keep going. But the Lord keeps reminding
me that He is the one I need to stay focused on, because He is the
one in charge. He is master of all things. What we see
happening in the Church at the moment is the work of his power
purifying his Church, because He loves us and will not allow
his people to continue while there is poison festering under the
skin. And so God allows his Church to be purified and renewed,
which is what we see happening. I have no doubt that what is
happening in the world is also a kind of melt-down which God is
allowing which will bring many people back to him. Nothing like
a crisis to focus the mind!
When
people have a certain amount of power they like to show it off and
make it felt. People who are really powerful don’t seem to
feel the need to show it off as much. But God who is
all-powerful, goes one step further and shows his power in
weakness. This is an extraordinary thing and something we
find very difficult to get our heads around.
The
greatest demonstration of God’s power was shown to us in the death
of Jesus on the cross. The Lord God did the exact opposite to
what we would do and showed his power by not doing anything;
by appearing to be a failure. So the people laughed at him and
mocked him, not realising that what they looked at was a
demonstration of the power of God. This is why we use the
symbol of the cross and why it is so powerful. This is also why
Satan hates the symbol of the cross, because it is a symbol of the
extraordinary power of God and it is a reminder of the event that
broke the power of sin and death.
St.
Paul in the first letter to the Corinthians says,
We are preaching Christ crucified; to the Jews an
obstacle that they cannot get over, to the pagans madness, but to
those who have been called, whether they are Jew or Greeks, a Christ
who is the power and the wisdom of God (1Cor 1:22).
What
the power of Jesus on the cross also shows us is that in the bleakest
and darkest situations of pain and suffering, loneliness and
abandonment, Christ is there with us, in his strength. We are
never alone no matter what we are going through. God is with
us.
Jesus
Christ is our king, the most powerful king of all. If we accept him
as our king, we also share in his power, but it is not a power as we
understand it and this is where many people find it hard to accept.
We want something that we can see and touch. We want to know
that we are important and that our King is the greatest of all.
But God in his wisdom knows that this isn’t the most important kind
of power.
If
Jesus is Lord and God as we say we believe He is, then we have
nothing to be afraid of.
Every being in heaven, on
earth and under the earth,
shall bend the knee at the
name of Jesus;
and every tongue shall
confess that Jesus Christ is Lord,
to the glory of God the
Father (Phil 2:10-11).