Perhaps
one of the strangest things that Jesus did before he ascended to
heaven at the end of his earthly life, was to entrust his Church to
priests; ordinary, sinful, weak human beings. This is something that
we do not understand, but we believe. Through the gift of the
priesthood He gave us the most extraordinary gift of all, the gift of
the Eucharist, which is the gift of Jesus himself really and truly
present in the form of bread and wine. There is no gift greater than
this, but the fact that he made it depend on priests is what is so
strange.
I
am sure that one reason in particular why he did this was to make it
obvious that it is God who is at work and that the Lord is in no way
dependent on the gifts or skills of human beings alone, especially
not us priests.
There
is a great story in the Old Testament which explains this (Judges 6-8); it is the
story of Gideon. Gideon and his people were being wiped out by
the Amorites and it was a time of great suffering for them. Then one
day the angel of the Lord appears to this man Gideon and says, ‘Hail
valiant warrior. The Lord is with you.’ In reply Gideon says, ‘If
God is with us how come we are being wiped out?’ A fair question!
The angel goes on to tell Gideon that God has specially chosen him to
lead his people to freedom from their enemies. But Gideon asks an
interesting question. He says, ‘Why would God pick me, since I am
the weakest member of my family and my family is the weakest family
in my tribe?’ In other words, why would God pick the weakest of the
weak to lead his people to freedom? It doesn’t make any sense by
our way of thinking, but the angel convinces him that God has chosen
him and he will be alright. Gideon is then told to raise an army and
so he gets together 30,000 men, but then to his astonishment God
tells him to reduce the number of men to only 300 and he tells him
why, and this is the crucial bit: ‘Lest the people think that it is
by their own strength that they have won victory over their enemies.’
God chooses the weakest man around, with only a handful of men to
conquer the enemy, so that it will be totally obvious that it was the
power of God that made this happen.
If
Gideon had been a great warrior and he conquered his enemies with a
huge army, then no one would be surprised. But when the most
unexpected person leads a handful of men and conquers a huge army,
then everyone says ‘Look what God did! What a miracle!’
I
believe that God chooses various men to be priests for the same
reason, so that it will be all the more obvious that it is God who is at work. So He picks weak men to make it all the more obvious that the Church
is still here because of him and not because of priests. 'You did not choose me. No I chose you and I commissioned you to out and bear fruit, fruit that will last' (John 15:6).
St.
Paul also speaks about this in one of his letters. He writes,
‘We are only the earthenware jars
that hold this treasure, to make it clear that such an overwhelming
power comes from God and not from us’ (2 Cor 4:7). God uses
ordinary cracked pots (‘cracked-pots’) to carry his
message, to make it obvious that it is from him.
When
the priest says the words of consecration at each mass the Holy
Spirit immediately and humbly obeys the priest and changes the bread
and wine into the Body and Blood of Jesus. God obeys a human being! I
don’t understand it, but I believe it. And when the priest says I
absolve your sins, in the name of the Father and of the Son and of
the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit immediately wipes away those sins.
God is so humble that He will obey the words of a human being.
What
if the priest is not a very good or holy man? Is God any less present
in the mass if it is not a holy priest? Of course not. God would
never allow his power to depend on the goodness of a human being,
because none of us are good enough or holy enough. Even if the priest
is a terrible sinner, God is just as powerfully present in the mass,
in confession, and wherever He calls the priest to work. It is a
great help for our faith if the priest is a holy man, but either way
God is just as much present, because God gives himself completely to
all of us in this extraordinary way, through the priesthood and it
doesn’t depend on the priest being good enough and thank God for
that!
I
think one of the greatest proofs that the Church is from God is
simply the fact that it is still here in spite of the fact that there
have been centuries of bad example, bad preaching, scandals, etc, and
yet it is still here. Think of all the great empires and dynasties
that have come and gone and they were much better organised and
impressive, but they are gone, and yet the Church is still here.
At times, if you find yourself becoming disheartened by the bad example of
priests, or indeed anyone in the Church, remember the words of Jesus
in today’s Gospel: ‘The priests occupy the chair of Moses so you
must listen to what they say but do not be guided by what they do,
since they do not practice what they preach.’ In other words, we
must try and listen to the teaching of Jesus passed on through the
Church and through his priests, but don’t be put off when they
don’t always live the way they should. What is important is the
teaching of Christ and not the example of the priest. The teaching of
Jesus is what we hold on to.
I
have to confess that these readings always scare me a little when God
warns his priests about the responsibility they have been given. The
Scriptures are also full of very stern warnings to the priests to
live as they should and not abuse their position. We will be
accountable as God’s priests.
Is it easy? I have found it difficult, but I have also found it very rewarding. I work as a priest because I believe that God called me to be a priest and continues to call me to work as his priest. If I didn't believe it was from God, I wouldnt' do it. I consider it the greatest privilege of my life to be able to serve him in this way. People often ask me did I not want to get married? The only way I can explain it is to say yes, I would like to be married, but the calling to serve God was stronger. May God help me to be faithful.
Is it easy? I have found it difficult, but I have also found it very rewarding. I work as a priest because I believe that God called me to be a priest and continues to call me to work as his priest. If I didn't believe it was from God, I wouldnt' do it. I consider it the greatest privilege of my life to be able to serve him in this way. People often ask me did I not want to get married? The only way I can explain it is to say yes, I would like to be married, but the calling to serve God was stronger. May God help me to be faithful.
We are only the earthenware jars that hold this
treasure, to make it clear that such an overwhelming power comes from
God and not from us (2 Cor 4:7).
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