In my work as
a priest over the last fifteen years I have come across many people
who have told me about miracles of healing which they or someone
close to them have experienced. A close friend of mine by the name of
Sandra, who is married with 6 children, saw one of her own children
miraculously healed at Lourdes a few years ago. Her son Joe, who was
about 7 at the time, was suffering with severe eczema all over his
body. It meant that his skin was raw and bleeding a lot of the time.
He had to be covered in wet bandages from head to toe which took his
mother an hour and twenty minutes to put on each time. They decided
to bring him on pilgrimage to Lourdes to pray for him. While they
were there he was brought to the ‘baths’ which is where many of
the sick are brought in order to bathe in the healing waters of
Lourdes as Our Lady told Bernadette to do. After he had been to the
baths he started to say, ‘Mom, I’ve been healed!’ She paid no
attention to him as he was often playing up as little boys will. But
then he started to say it to others on the bus and eventually he
said, ‘Mom I’ve been healed. Why don’t you believe me?’ She
started to get suspicious at this point and said, ‘I do believe
you.’ When they went back to the hotel she took off the bandages
and his eczema was almost completely gone. That is just one of many
stories of healing that I have heard and I’m sure there are many of
you here who could tell me more.
Why is it
that we don’t see more miracles of healing? Jesus healed many
people during his time on earth, so why doesn’t God seem to heal
more today?
For two
summers I worked as a confessor in Lourdes; just hearing confessions,
nothing else. It was one of the most wonderful experiences I’ve had
as a priest so far, although it was exhausting. People are amazed
when I say that hearing confessions for hours could be such a
wonderful experience as most people couldn’t imagine anything more
boring. However, the reason it was so great was because it is where a
huge number of miracles take place every day and very real miracles
too. When people are given the grace to be able to confess sins they
have been burdened with for years you can physically see a change in
their faces. They are being healed and it is usually a much deeper
healing that a purely physical healing. The body needs healing, but
the healing of the spirit is more important because it affects us
much more. Many people came to me and the other priests and confessed
sins they were carrying for 20, 30 and even 40 years. It is a very
moving thing to watch the transformation in people’s faces when
they realize they have been forgiven. A weight is lifted off of them
and they are made free. I saw this happen right before my eyes many
times and you know straight away that this is the healing power of
God at work.
The greatest
healing ministry of the Church is the forgiveness of sins. The life,
death and resurrection of Jesus was about the forgiveness of sins. In
each mass at the consecration the priest holds up the chalice and
says, ‘This is the cup of my blood, which will be poured out for
you and for many, for the forgiveness of sins.’ The mass is all
about the forgiveness of sins, because at each mass we are at the
event of Calvary when Jesus was killed. This was all done so that our
sins could be forgiven. That is why the mass is so powerful and that
is why we pray for everyone and everything in each mass. God the Son
is offered to God the Father so that sins may be forgiven.
Because of
the way we are made with body and spirit we need concrete ways of
relating to each other and we need concrete ways of being able to
understand God. That is one of the reasons why Jesus gives us his
body and blood in the form of bread and wine. They are things we can
see and touch and taste. We can relate to them. When it comes to the
forgiveness of sins Jesus has given us the gift of confession.
Through confession we have a definite way of being able to confess
our sins to another person in total secrecy and so to be healed.
Confession is an extraordinary gift of healing which the Lord offers
us, because He knows how much we need it. It’s not just about
confessing everything so that we can be good enough for God, because
we can never be good enough for God. This is a gift that God has
given us for our benefit, so that we can be healed and not be
dragging around the mistakes of our past with us. The Lord wants us
to be free and to be able to enjoy our lives and this is one of the
wonderful ways that the Lord has done this.
‘But why
can’t I just tell God I’m sorry myself?’ Well you can if you
want to and I’m sure that the Lord forgives us when we do that, but
God knows that in our humanity we have a psychological need to
confess to another person. If you don’t believe me listen to the TV
and radio shows where you find people ‘confessing’ their sins to
the whole world every day. We have a need to confess, because that is
what helps us to heal.
Jesus said to
his Apostles, ‘‘Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive the sins
of any, they are forgiven; if you retain the sins of any, they are
retained” (John 20:21–23). Jesus was saying that He would
be working through in and through them, since it is only God who
forgives sins, but the Lord worked it in such a way that He would
offer his forgiveness through his priests. That is why we have the
gift of confession. It is meant to be a gift, not a burden, but Satan
is quick to convince us that we don’t need it; that we can go to
God ourselves. Why should we have to confess to a priest when he is
just a sinner too? Of course priests are sinners like anyone else,
but this is the gift that God has given us through the priesthood, in
order to help us, to heal us and to help us be free.
All through
our lives God offers us so many things to help us and I’m quite
sure this is one of the greatest gifts of healing that we have, but
like everything else that God gives us, it is never forced on us,
simply offered, just like the Eucharist.
The greatest
healing ministry of the Church is the forgiveness of sins.
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