Recently a priest friend of mine was telling me that he was
just back from holidays where he had been mountain climbing with a German
priest friend of his. They were
somewhere in the mountains on the Austrian-German border. His friend had a map, but it was five years
old and one of the paths they took turned out to be very dangerous. It was basically no longer usable. He said that for most of it there was a rope
on one side for safety, although there was a sheer drop on the other side. But then they came to a place about 5m long
where there was no rope, so they just had to cling to the side of the cliff on
this extremely narrow ledge until they got past it. He told me that it was quite terrifying and a
matter of slowly taking one step at a time, then finding proper hand grip, then
another step. By the time he got to the
far side he was quite exhausted and traumatised, but what interested me was
that his friend—who is an experienced mountaineer—then told him to sit down and
that they should eat something. When you
have been through an experience like that, eating changes your metabolism and
calms you down. And he said that it did
just that. Within a short time he was
fine again.
There is also an interesting story in the Old Testament where the
prophet Elijah is on the run having just worked an extraordinary miracle, but
now queen Jezebel is out to kill him. So
he escapes into the desert, but at one point he sits down feeling fed up and
prays to God, ‘Take my life, I am no better than my ancestors’, or in modern
English, ‘I wish I was dead; I’ve had enough’.
Then he lies down and goes to sleep.
But then he is woken by an angel who tells him to get up and eat, so
that he will have enough strength for the journey. There he finds food beside him. The right kind of nourishment is essential.
In this Gospel passage Jesus is just after working the miracle of
feeding five thousand people with the five loaves and two fish and the people
come after him to see more of this wonder-worker. However, as is often the case, the miracle
Jesus worked was pointing to something deeper and he says to them, ‘you are
only looking for me because you got free food, but you didn’t see the “sign”. What ‘sign’?
What was he talking about? And then he says, ‘don’t be worrying about
temporary food, but look for the food that endures forever.’ The miracle of multiplying the loaves was a
sign of something much deeper. Jesus then begins to teach them that there is
another kind of food that we need for our whole life; not just material food
that you eat, but food which is meaning/purpose/direction. And then He tells them that He is this food
that lasts forever, and the kind of food we need for the journey which is our
whole life. Jesus is the one who gives
us strength and meaning to keep going.
He is the one who makes sense of what our whole life is about. If you don’t have the right kind of meaning
or purpose for being here, then it is very hard to keep going especially when
things don’t make sense, as they so often don’t.
It is interesting too that in the second reading (Ephesians 4:17,
20-24) St. Paul says, ‘don’t live the kind of aimless life that Pagans live.’
That is exactly what can happen to us if we lose sight of our faith, or
get too caught up in the world and worldly worries. We forget what the real purpose of our life
is about. You see this happening all the
time, especially when the economic boom was here. Many people got completely carried away with
money and forgot themselves. I suppose
now that things are harder it’s a lot easier for us to focus on what is really
important. That is much harder, but it
is also helping us.
God is showing us that to have the right kind of strength for the
journey, we need the right kind of food, and Jesus is this food. ‘I am the bread of life’. That is why Jesus gives himself to us in the
Eucharist and speaks to us through his word, so that we have all the
nourishment that we need for the journey.
If we know what our life is about, it is much easier to keep going even
when we are struggling physically. Where
do we get direction from? In Jesus. He
is the one who makes sense of what we are about.
Now I know that there are also real worries such as how am I going
to provide for my family when I’ve no work.
But what God is telling us is that if we focus on him first we will
begin to discover that He will look after all of these needs as well. Jesus must be at the centre, everything else
second.
I am the bread of life.
Whoever comes to me will never be hungry;
whoever believes in me will never thirst.
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