I
remember reading somewhere that when Mother Teresa began her mission
in Calcutta, it was only after the 12th attempt to get
permission that her previous Order allowed her to go. She had
great perseverance, you could say, but it was also that the call of
God was strong and she was listening. I also remember hearing
that a bishop who knew her before she began this work, said ‘I
wouldn’t have put her in charge of the sacristy’, meaning that he
didn’t think she was capable of much. And yet look at what
God did through her, not because she was a woman of remarkable
ability, rather because she had a great openness to God and that is
all God needs.
It
is easy for us to get the idea that we have to be particularly
talented or special people if God is to be able to use us, but that
is not true. In fact if you read about the lives of many of the
holy men and women throughout the ages, most of them are not people
that you would probably pick to do anything extraordinary. God
does not need great ability, just our openness and willingness.
That also means that our age, or our physical ability is no hindrance
to God. Moses was called to lead the people of Israel to
freedom when he was in his eighties. A modern day Christian
evangelist called Merlin Carothers who has written many books, felt
that God was calling him to go back into ministry again when he was
in his seventies, and so he did.
It
would be a mistake to feel that there is not much more that we can do
because we are getting too old or because our health doesn’t seem
to allow us to do much anymore or even because we are not
particularly talented. It is not so much about what God may
call us to do, it is above all to be in relationship with the Lord.
God only needs us to be open to his call. If we are open then
God will do everything else.
The
readings today are about responding to God’s call to us. In the
Gospel Jesus calls the first four apostles, Peter, Andrew, James and
John. In this case it says that they followed him willingly,
giving up their work. Jesus must have made quite an impression
on them. Perhaps it was the personal contact with Jesus which
gave them the courage to follow him. Either way they did.
If
we are also called to be disciples, what does that mean in practice?
It means that we develop a personal relationship with Jesus. A
personal relationship means a real, living relationship, just like we
would have with any other human being. So it means we begin to learn
more about Jesus, we speak to him every day, we spend time in prayer
listening to him and speaking to him, every day. We find out what he
is teaching us through the Scriptures and we try to live that. The
surprising thing is what happens when we begin to do this.
We may not even believe that a personal relationship is really
possible, but it is. Many people here have that kind of relationship
with the Lord. But many more probably don’t and this is what we are
being called to. Why is that so important? because that is when our
faith begins to come alive. Then our coming to mass regularly begins
to make more sense. It is no longer just something we have to do
because we are Catholic. We come to the mass because we want to
worship God and encounter the Lord Jesus in a very personal way. The
more people respond to Jesus’ call to follow him, to have a real,
living relationship with him, the more alive our whole community becomes. Then it also becomes all the more obvious what in particular we are called to do. That is when our faith begins to transform
us and the world around us.
Most
of us are not called to follow God in the way that Moses, or Mother
Teresa or the Apostles were. But God calls all of us to enter
into a relationship with him. It may not be a dramatic call,
but it is very real. The most important thing is that we respond and
no one can force us to do this. Even if we have been brought up
as Catholics and taught about God and the mass, at some stage we
still have to make that choice to believe in God and to accept this
relationship with him. The more we live that relationship the
more God begins to shine through us and that is how we tell other
people about God, not by the words we speak, but primarily by the way
we live our relationship with God.
It
is only in God that we will find true and lasting happiness and
that’s why He calls us to follow the path that leads to him.
It is not an easy path, but it is the most worthwhile path and all of
us without exception can respond to that invitation, but we have to
consciously make a decision to do that.
‘The
time has come,’ Jesus said, ‘and the kingdom of heaven is close
at hand.’