Will we ever be good enough to get into
heaven? I think that is a question that many of us ask and also are
afraid of the answer. We know underneath that no matter how hard we
try, we keep sinning, we keep struggling with what we know is not
right, even if they are small things: gossip, addiction, impurity of
one kind or another, resentment and so on. We always seem to fall
short of the mark. It is something that I hear a lot in confession.
People don’t say it directly, but you can often hear their fear.
They know that they don’t seem to be improving.
When Jesus spoke to the Apostles about
how difficult it is for a rich person to enter the kingdom of heaven,
they asked: ‘Then who can be saved?’ And he gave the disturbing and wonderful
answer: ‘For people it is impossible; but not for God. Everything
is possible for God.’
St. Paul, to whom Jesus appeared several times , talks about his own struggles with sin:
I do not understand my own behaviour; I do
not act as I mean to, but I do things that I hate. ...the good thing I want to do, I never do;
the evil thing which I do not want—that is what I do. (Cf. Rom 7:14-24)
It is comforting to know that someone like St. Paul also struggled the way everyone else does. You can almost hear his frustration. He finishes up asking, 'Who will save me from this wretched state? Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ.' That is the key to it.
One of the most central teachings of our
faith revolves around this point and so many people miss it. The
point is that no matter how hard we try we will always fall short of
the mark. We can never be good enough, or holy enough for God. But
what’s even more important is that it doesn’t matter, because it
is God himself who makes up the difference for us. The perfection
that we cannot reach, God makes up for us and this happens
through the death and resurrection of Christ.
For God so
loved the world that he gave his only Son,
so that everyone who believes in him might not perish
but might have eternal life.
so that everyone who believes in him might not perish
but might have eternal life.
We hear this message all the time, but I
think we don’t always appreciate what that means. It doesn’t just
mean that God has won eternal life for us, but also that God makes up
for us the goodness that we can not achieve ourselves. So even if we
only manage to make it to 70% of the goodness we are supposed to
have, God is the one who makes up the other 30%, or 40% or 95%. This
is what the death and resurrection of Jesus means. God achieves for
us what we cannot do ourselves. That is why we talk about the
‘freedom of the children of God.’ It gives us a freedom so that
we don’t have to be afraid of whether we will be good enough to get
to heaven or not. God has taken care of that for us. It means that we
can be at peace.
Does that mean that we can do anything
we want? Certainly not. St. Paul says in the letter to the
Philipians, ‘Continue to work out your salvation in fear and
trembling.’ In other words, don’t take it for granted. So we
continue to try and live by the Commandments of God and do what is
right, so that we will blossom as human beings and become the best
version of ourselves that we can be, but as long as we stay open to
God we need never be afraid.
God has created us to be with him in
heaven. And God will make that happen unless we consciously and
deliberately reject him. We do our best and although it will never be
good enough for God it doesn’t matter, we can relax. We try to live
as we are called to, but we can also be at peace as long as we remain
open to God. That’s what it says in the second reading. ‘For by
grace you have been saved through faith, and this is not from you; it
is the gift of God.’
This is also what the whole mass is
about; the forgiveness of sins. Remember the words the priest prays
over the chalice at the consecration: ‘This is the chalice of my
blood, which will be shed for you and for many, so that sins may
be forgiven.’ There is no need for us to be afraid. Everything
has already been taken care of.
For God so
loved the world that he gave his only Son,
so that everyone who believes in him might not perish
but might have eternal life.
so that everyone who believes in him might not perish
but might have eternal life.
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