Sometimes when I think of
some of the different things that people of different faiths believe,
and how strange they seem to me as a Catholic, it also makes me think
of the Eucharist. For those who do not believe as we do, it
must seem like the craziest notion of all; that God makes himself
present through the hands of a priest, in a tiny piece of bread and
some wine. What could be more bizarre than that? And we
don’t just believe that it is a reminder of Jesus or a symbol of
Jesus, but really and truly the body and blood of Christ. I
also think that it is a teaching so extreme that only God could come
up with it and get away with it, so to speak. What human being
would try to convince others that Jesus is present in a piece of
bread when a priest says certain prayers over it?
In one of his letters to the Corinthians—which
is the oldest account of the mass in writing—St. Paul says to us,
‘This is what I received from the Lord and in turn passed on to
you…’ He doesn’t even say that he received it from the
other Apostles, but from the Lord himself. Jesus, as you
probably remember, appeared to St. Paul and turned his life around.
He appeared to him several other times as well. And Paul was so
affected by what happened to him that he dedicated the rest of his
life to preaching about this man Jesus. But the line that
always strikes me is where he says, ‘This is what I received from
the Lord…’ He is saying, ‘I didn’t make this up and
neither did any other person. Jesus himself taught us this and
taught us to do this in his memory.’ And so every time an
ordained priest says the words of consecration at mass, Jesus becomes
present in the form of bread and wine.
How are we supposed to understand this? We aren’t! I do not understand it at all, but I believe it. That is why we fast for an hour before receiving Holy Communion and why we don’t eat or smoke in the church, to remind us that this is something unlike anything else we do in the world. It is also a beautiful sign of how close God is to us that He would continually come to us in the middle of our lives, each week, each day, to help and encourage us. He comes to us as we are; not as we should be, but as we are. And it is God himself who makes it possible to receive him, because we could never be ready or worthy enough to even come close to the divine presence, not to mention receive him. That is why we always say the prayer: ‘Lord I am not worthy that you should enter under my roof, but only say the word and my soul shall be healed.’
How are we supposed to understand this? We aren’t! I do not understand it at all, but I believe it. That is why we fast for an hour before receiving Holy Communion and why we don’t eat or smoke in the church, to remind us that this is something unlike anything else we do in the world. It is also a beautiful sign of how close God is to us that He would continually come to us in the middle of our lives, each week, each day, to help and encourage us. He comes to us as we are; not as we should be, but as we are. And it is God himself who makes it possible to receive him, because we could never be ready or worthy enough to even come close to the divine presence, not to mention receive him. That is why we always say the prayer: ‘Lord I am not worthy that you should enter under my roof, but only say the word and my soul shall be healed.’
There are two extremes that
I often come across with regard to the Eucharist. One is where
someone will say to me, ‘Father I don’t receive the Eucharist
because I really am not worthy enough.’ Correct! No one
is worthy enough nor ever could be, but since the Lord himself is
happy to give himself to us this way, we should not be afraid to
receive him. We try to confess regularly, but we should never
be afraid to receive the Eucharist unless there is something really
serious stopping us. Remember it is God who desires to come to
us and He does not want us to be afraid of him.
The other extreme is where
people feel they have a ‘right’ to receive the Eucharist without
any kind of repentance or need to confess every once in a while.
This is also wrong. There is no question of this being a
‘right’ on our part. The Eucharist is pure gift from God
and for our part we must try to approach it as well as we can,
especially by confessing every so often. But the most important
thing to remember is that the Lord wants to give himself to us, and
so we should not be afraid to come to him. Remember that
ultimately it is God himself who makes it possible for us to receive
him. ‘Lord I am not worthy that you should enter under my
roof but only say the word and my soul shall be healed.’
For me as a priest this is
also a very special feast for two reasons. First, because it is
the feast of my ordination, the feast of the Body and Blood of
Christ. It is probably the most appropriate feast for a priest
to be ordained, because this is what the priesthood is all about.
God gave us priests so that we could have the Eucharist, so that his
Word would continue to be preached, so that his forgiveness would be
available to as many people as want to receive it. The Lord
Jesus wants to be available in the Eucharist to as many people as
possible, but without the priesthood there is no Eucharist. The
two are intimately connected. To be able to celebrate the mass
for God’s people is really the greatest thing that I can do as a
priest. It doesn’t mean that I am worthy enough, because no
priest could ever be worthy enough to do this, but God delights in
using ordinary sinful people, like me.
Why did Jesus give us the Eucharist at all? Very simply because He loves us and wants us to know that He is with us all the time and that we can receive his body into our bodies every day if we wish. It is an extraordinary gift of intimacy that the Lord gives to us. Jesus gives himself to us purely because He loves us and He knows that we are all struggling most of the time, but when we have the Eucharist we are reminded how close God is to us.
I want to finish with this
story: In the late 1500s there lived a woman named Margaret Clithero
in the town of York in England. She was a convert to
Catholicism at a time when it was against the law to be a Catholic.
Priests used to come to her disguised as cloth penders, bringing her
the Eucharist and she would hide them. She never saw mass in a
public church or heard a Catholic hymn being sung even though she
lived next to York Minster Cathedral. It was an Anglican church
at the time.
She was eventually found
out and she was dragged from the butcher shop where she worked and
brought before magistrates and ordered to plead guilty or not guilty,
so that she could go on trial. She refused as she didn’t want
her innocent blood to be on the head of twelve jurors. She
said, ‘If you want to condemn me, condemn me yourself’. The
judge said’ ‘Because you are a woman I will let you go free, but
you must promise never to hide these priests again.’
He handed her the bible and
told her to swear on it. So she took the bible in open court
and held it up in the air and said, ‘I swear by the Gospel of Jesus
Christ, if you let me go free, I will hide priests again, because
they are the only ones who can bring us the body and blood of Our
Lord Jesus Christ.’
So, just over 400 years
ago, she was brought to St. Michael’s bridge in York and given the
punishment, worse than being hung, drawn and quartered. It was
called in English law, ‘the punishment most severe’. She
was pressed to death under heavy weights. It was to take three
days and she was to receive only a little muddy water to drink to
keep her alive. The executioner was bribed and he put a stone
under her head so that she died within an hour as her neck was
broken. She was the mother of eight children, and some of them
were there when she was executed.
In the little chapel that
is there to her memory in York today, there is an inscription over
the door, which is a message for our times. It says ‘She died
for the mass’.
So the next time that you
find yourself bored with the mass, or just not too bothered to go
because you’re tired, think of her and think of the many priests
and men and women who have been executed for carrying the Eucharist
or for celebrating the mass. God has given us an extraordinary
treasure in the Eucharist may He give us new eyes to see what is here
before us.
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